wasted thoughts

6:35pm: Dear Dana,

    I know i never go to know you as well as i wish i could have. I wish i could have gotten to know you because everyone tell me that you and i have a similar personality, and that we look similar. I wish you would have stuck around. I want to meet you and be able to remember you. If only you could come back from the dead so i could meet you,
    You passed away some time ago, but my mom was saying that a song from Sarah McLachlan reminded her of you and i downloadded it so i could listen to it. And i remember hearing the day my parents came back from your funeral and my mo cried. And it reminded me of that night at my cousins house and where i knew what was going on but i wasn't suppossed to.
    I regret that i didn't get to know you, but this happened for a reason. But I wish it didn't and i know my dad feels the same way. But we will meet one day.

I love you, 
Aunt Dana.

P.S. No, this isn't the anniversary of her death or her birthday, but I just wanted to say how I felt about it, because my mom and I were talking about her.