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14th April 2008
4:00pm: From a friend
loving the right person at the wrong time, having the wrong person when the time is right and finding out you love someone right after that person walks out of your life... and sometimes, you think you're already over a person, but when you see them smile at you, you'll suddenly realize that you're just pretending to be over them just to ease the pain of knowing that they will never be yours again... for some, they think that letting go is one way of expressing how much they love that person... in my opinion, some are afraid to see the one they love being held by someone else... most relationships tend to fail not because the absence of love. love is always present. it's just that one was being loved too much and the other was being loved too little... as we all know that the heart is the center of the body but it beats on the left. maybe that's the reason why the heart is not always right... most often we fall in love with the person we think we love but to only discover that for them we are just for passing time. while the one who truly loves us remains either a friend or a stranger... so here's a piece of advice; let go when you're hurting too much. give up when love isn't enough. and move on when things are not like before...
9th April 2008
5:13pm:
I hope all of you people that are in a relationship know how stupid it sounds to say you love the other person after like five days.
Honestly you can't truly love someone until you have learned all of the god and the bad things about that person.
Love is a word that shouldn't be thrown around as much as it is.
Love has more than one meaning, you can love a person as a friend,
but all of you high school kids say you love your boyfriends/girlfriends when you have only been together for a week. You don't really love that person because when you break up with them you are dating someone else within like a week.
Love is precious.
5th April 2008
5:26pm:
i cARry MysELf Like A MoDeL. i SPeak aS iF I'm A pOet.
I SeE in FiLm FramES.
BUT I'M FRAGILE, LIKE GLASS.
4th April 2008
7:42pm: Exit Here
It was a distraction to what was really going on in my life, It was the life of another person, It was so interesting, But that is what is was... Now it is simply a memory, Now it is over.... But i love every minute of it.
2nd April 2008
8:06pm:
you can't HATE anyone until
you have truly LOVED someone.
(:
27th March 2008
3:19pm:
one day we will run
climb a ladder in to your attic
i can never see you in the dark
take a bowl to the face
just relax
we meet the demons that haunt your dreams
don't run
i don't know why i fight for you this way
we come between one thick line
run until you are air born
stare them all in the face
they can't see what we are trying to do
we're free
chasing flowers in fields
we can save the world!
19th March 2008
9:32pm:
one day we will run
climb a ladder in to your attic
i can never see you in the dark
take a bowl to the face
just relax
we meet the demons that haunt your dreams
don't run
i don't know why i fight for you this way
we come between one thick line
run until you are air born
stare them all in the face
they can't see what we are trying to do
we're free
chasing flowers in fields
we can save the world!
18th March 2008
10:55pm:
i have been and always will be myself. and i sincerely apologize if you don't appreciate who i am currently. but unfortunately for you.. it's what makes you part of a minority. haha, and don't question my recognition. i've been to hollywood and back baby.
10th March 2008
5:56pm:
well thats wasn't hard at all. I just want to be happy.
9th March 2008
12:05am:
One day we'll fly away into the crawl spaces of the moon and swim up river into the streams of creamed corn dry ourselves in the rays of the sun run nude in the wind until we're flying again chased by ice cubes to be free in the freezer that is a basement in which we live upside down doorways step over to get in the room row your boat up into the wall save a polar bear
20th January 2008
3:01pm:
If only the past was my future,
I would know what was coming and that I will be happy,
Before the new year I was happy and i had everything,
Now I don't have anything i used to have and I have finally come to accept that,
I used to be content with my life, best friend , boyfriend, and family.
I saw the whole family together and it hurt more than anything to say goodbye to them.
Then I lost my boyfriend, one I lost everything my relationship with my parents was shot to hell.
We fight all the time and I can't take it anymore.
I guess Amber really is there for me and I love her more than anything,
But I can feel something missing in my life and i need to find out what it is, I can't let it come to me, because it takes to long and I'm not giving myself the time i need to get over everything.
I wish whatever i need would come to me sooner than later.
14th January 2008
3:16pm:
 I'm developing a fear of love, I'm scared to hear "I love you." I'm also afraid to say it. Someone always gets hurt and I don't want to be blamed or to be the one that is hurt.I'm also just afraid that I'm not going to be able to pick up the pieces by myself , and i know i have to,I know 2008 hasn't been around long but I have come to realize so much. And the beginning of the year has just showed me that it is really hard to find someone that is not going to leave me. I know that my family is here for me but they aren't physically here and i haven't found anything stable enough to say that I'm settled. I'm always scared that people are going to leave me and there is no way to control it and i tell myself that everyone is leaving me so it doesn't hurt so much when they do. And every time I know that it is up to me to pick up the pieces of myself. I want to be able to ask for help but i can't, i always think i need to be so tough and i can't show emotion. i know that i don't have to be but i can't help it i think if people know what hurts me they will always use it because people are meant to hurt and a lucky few can find someone that will always make things better and try to fix things. I hope one day that person and i find each other.
Advice?
Try not to fall unless you are ready to catch yourself.
8th January 2008
8:23pm:
I believe there is nothing wrong with me. I believe I am no better and no worse than anyone else. I believe I was created to be exactly who I am. And on most days, I am pretty secure with these beliefs. However, every few months that seems to change. Of course I make mistakes and I know you do to. People just need to be more accepting of those mishaps then there will be less prejudices or more of a chance for peace with the people in this nation. Some people image other people from other nations to be horrible people, but in all reality they are just like you and they could possibly think the same about you. If we got to know people and liked them for there personalities instead of there appearance people would be more peaceful the world wouldn’t have so much hate against other races. If everyone were to act like themselves then the problem wouldn’t be so bad. I personally have judged people for there appearance and some of the people that I judged turned out to be the best people to be around. I know that I judge the people who think other things, mainly because I don’t understand their point of view. Maybe they don’t understand mine either. I know that everyone’s heart beats the same. Everyone has the same color blood and no one should be treated differently because of there outward appearance. I have learned that through experience, and I have made my own mistakes. That is another thing that I believe in very strongly. If we all acted in this manner we would live extraordinary lives, and be able to share it with extraordinary people. The youth today could change history and make the world a better place.
I suppose in a perfect world the solution would be simple. If we could just open our minds and our ears, lay aside our prejudices, and go have coffee together, we would see that we are not all that different. I want a life of happiness, love, and peace. I want children to grow up safe, healthy and cared for. And I want to believe that I live in a country where all people are treated equal and that by laying down our swords and putting out the welcome mat we will see that none of us are the monsters under the bed that we imagine. This I believe.
3rd January 2008
3:54pm:
I hate you
you never loved me,
you lied to me,
you used me,
I hate you
you made me feel stupid,
you made cry more than i thought i would,
you are just like everyother guy i have ever known,
I hate you
But i don't want to hate you
DDDD,:
21st December 2007
6:35pm:
Dear Dana, I know i never go to know you as well as i wish i could have. I wish i could have gotten to know you because everyone tell me that you and i have a similar personality, and that we look similar. I wish you would have stuck around. I want to meet you and be able to remember you. If only you could come back from the dead so i could meet you, You passed away some time ago, but my mom was saying that a song from Sarah McLachlan reminded her of you and i downloadded it so i could listen to it. And i remember hearing the day my parents came back from your funeral and my mo cried. And it reminded me of that night at my cousins house and where i knew what was going on but i wasn't suppossed to. I regret that i didn't get to know you, but this happened for a reason. But I wish it didn't and i know my dad feels the same way. But we will meet one day. I love you, Aunt Dana. P.S. No, this isn't the anniversary of her death or her birthday, but I just wanted to say how I felt about it, because my mom and I were talking about her.
12th December 2007
7:50pm:
 Today has been awsome (: i have spent like all day with liz, and we have been bouncing off of the walls because we are sooo hyper (: and hillary's here :DDDD the only two things that could make this day better are Amber and Joe. Tomorrow liz won't be at school, because jimmy is home.Then friday we are all going to the mall, and it will be fun. I hope i see joe on friday, i miss him.
29th November 2007
5:51pm:
 sorry I'm not what you wanted, sorry I'm not my brother, sorry I'm not good enough to make you proud of me, sorry I'm not the smartest person, I'm sorry!You have no idea how much you stress me out, maybe if you but out just a little then i would be motivated to do the things you want out of me. The more you push me the less I'm going to do, cut me some slack, trust me to be on my own, let me be free, let me go!!!!
I CAN take care of myself, All you have to do is trust me! ...
I do want you to be proud of me,
I do want you to treat me like an equal,
I do want you to trust me,
Why can't you give me the chance to prove everything to you?
let me prove to you that I can be trusted, that i can get the grades, that i can accomplish the goals i have for myself.
I just can't fight with you anymore,
And I won't!
I CAN DO IT!
i promise you i can, but you just have to let me go.
19th November 2007
8:42pm:
 I think that people should listen to me,
cause now you both have put me in between a rock and a hard place,
and, this is why i said not to do what you did in the first place. I want everything to be good between you two, and you but need to grow up, i hope all of us can hangout like old times..
i can only hope,
cause i love you both.
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10th November 2007
9:51pm:
You don't realize how much someone influences your life until they are gone, Or atleast until you see them and you know they aren't coming back to give you hugs and kisses like they used you. I miss her more than anything...
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